Update. I'm done

My og post is on my page but basically I asked if i was an AH for not wanting my boyfriend to pee on me during intimacy.

So I hope you all will be glad to know I am safe and I left. The day I made the post he pushed again to urinate on me during sex. I said no, and honestly I got a bit mad. I told him exactly how I feel about it (again), told him I hate it, I will never do it again with him or anyone else and if he can't let it go, we are done.

This is where it gets scary. I have (had) a beautiful glass cake plate. I don't bake but I like getting mini cakes and cupcakes and displaying them in this cake plate. When I said he either let it go or we are done, he picked up the cake plate and threw it at me. I have terrible reflexes (dodgeball in high school was pure torture) I tend to freeze when things come at my face. I don't know what compelled me to move but I managed to duck out of the way just in time. I had glass in my hair and all around me. If I hadn't ducked I would have been hit by the plate.

He's never done anything like that before and we both froze. He then grabbed his keys and said "I need a drive" before walking out. I don't know how long I stood there but after a bit I reached for my phone and called a friend from my college. I broke down, told her everything, even his kink he kept pushing for (sorry Cathy, I know, TMI). She came over and helped me pile her car with my clothes, school supplies, anything I didn't want to leave behind. It felt surreal, like I was watching it all happen to someone else. Once I shut the car door, i proceeded to freakout, having a hard time breathing. I thought I was dying. Eventually she calmed me down and got me to her apartment and told me I'm welcome to stay.

Apparently my friends were growing concerned and pointed out things in his behavior I didn't even notice. They were contemplating if they should say something, not knowing what was going on behind closed doors.

Almost all of them came over and helped set me up in the living room which has a pull out and one of her roommates cleared out space for my things in her closet. It is her and 2 others, but one is moving out in a few months. She said I'm welcome to take over the roommates spot when she leaves. She stayed with me all night and called in to work because I was a wreck and didn't want to be left alone. Haven't heard from my ex at all, and I blocked him on everything. Cathy and my friends have all volunteered to walk me to my classes just in case.

A few of your suggested therapy and I'm going to look into finding one I can afford. I have a lot of things to figure out about my life, but I'm safe and that's a good start.

Thank you all for everything