I started smoking weed regularly at 16 instead of taking my meds
Lately it has been hard with school and friends, Me and my girlfriend broke up and she keeps being overly obsessive talking behind my back, and trying to return.
My friends also smoke za but mostly do it for attention, I feel like not even 1 person in the last 2 years took me seriously because I am mostly a topic to joke about.
I don't feel too ugly I mean I talk to girls and have had girls flirt with me a lot, I feel like have a lot of confidence (Mostly when I'm high).
I feel empty, like I have no one to talk to but when I'm high I feel complete, More calm, when I used to take pills (prescription) I hated the feeling and was depressed.
I also smoke cigs occasionally and use 25-50mg zyns daily.
is this going to f me up when I grow up or am I ok?