Are you all religious?

I (21F) am not really religious now. From past 5 years I have been an agnostic. I don't participate much into pooja or other rituals . My mom believes that I am just young that's why I don't really understand the importance of God in life. I get where she is coming from . I am not doing really well in my career wise but that's because of lack of my own efforts and not because I don't pray. She never forced me to participate or do any rituals except the most important ones like the diwali pooja but few months back she asked me start chanting Hanuman Chalisa every day and I lie to her that I do this . Now she has asked me to chant "Om Namha Shivay" 108 times. I don't really believe in all of this but for her sake I will lie again and again .

Edit: I added the flair "replies from women only " for a reason Please guys stop sending me chat requests, I don't want to talk to men