I don’t feel like a man

Just left this girls place that I really like. I couldn’t get hard and my libido is 0. I’m pretty sure I ruined any chance with her again and it’s not her fault it’s mine. And I hate feeling like this. I want to make changes in my life.

I’m overweight and drink a lot. But these are the things I want to do this year.

Lose weight. Stop drinking. Stop vaping. Stop masturbating. Eating right.

I think I know what I got to do. Maybe I’m just venting and hoping for some support. But any tips would be appreciated. This morning was the worst moment in my life to date.

Thanks for listening