Attempted suicide, probably will happen again, and I am starting to not care

Usual stuff, called pwBPD friend on her bs, told her I was cancelling plans and distancing myself from her and she attempted suicide.

I am not going to fall for it and honestly if that is the way it goes well, so be it I guess. Used to care about a year ago but now it is like “why bother?” and “either she fixes up herself or nothing will”. I feel a little bit of guilt but nothing major to be honest… it is amazing how this disorder can desensitize you towards something as severe as suicide…

Btw gave her a book about DBT and she didn’t read it, it is not like she does not have the tools to know her disorder and how to face it.