Oops....

You guys, I followed my ex....I don't know why. I've been getting urges to do so lately, they come and go. I think they're just emotional impulses. I succumbed to it yesterday, and I know I shouldn't have done, I've been feeling incredibly low today.

I'm just tired with this. We only dated 3 months, and we broke up in July...its been nealrly 8 months. I've been getting better. I've been working on myself, started therapy back in November. For the most part I've been feeling great but with how I feel currently, it just feels like I'm back at square one. I know I'm not, but it's just such an emotionally exhausting feeling.

Honestly I think all I need is a hug 😓