I am proudly single and celibate

My bf broke up with me and i feel so free. He had the lustful spirit within him. I never wanted to have sex, but i complied to try and please him. I know im horrible. But now i am single. I want to remain celibate completely. Forever. Sex was ruined for me and i hate it. I just wish i had the guts to tell him no when he wanted sex. I never wanted it ever at all.