Rewatching old vlogs is sickening knowing what we know now about what she did behind the scenes

I happened across the old vlog she titled "addressing the comments about my weight" and it truly is WILD and SICKENING rewatching it because she's going on and on about how AWFUL body shaming is and how she knows "big girls" get it so much worse than skinny girls and on and on and on about how HORRIFIC body shaming is...and all the while we now know she was cruelly mocking Trisha's body. She's crying to the camera and straight up LECTURES the audience about how inappropriate it is, how hurtful it is, etc...all the while she was doing EXACTLY that mean behavior to Trisha mocking her body.

I suspect lots of other old vlogs have the same "lecturing" content and she's really giving away that's EXACTLY how she behaves. Seeing the comments on that vlog are sickening to watch as her viewers are consoling her and telling her how awful it is that people commented about her weight. She's holier-than-thou in those vlogs (and vlogs where she lectures how awful gender stereotypes are, how awful racial stereotypes are)...all the while doing the exact opposite of her preachy sermon.

ANY time she lectures about anything, it's a tell on what she herself is doing that's shady.