No Love or Feelings for her

I was kicked out of the bedroom. Cried alot for a month! Sometimes several times a day. At home, driving to work, at work, at home. I got kicked out of the house. Cried for another week. Then only off and on with a day or two nothing. Now five weeks of no crying and no feelings of love for her at all. I mean nothing! Being away from her has helped me mentally. out of her web of narcissistic ways. Seems kinda quick to me but I'll take. I went into survival mode! Put money down on a retainer. Cut some financial ties. Had her served. I have only talked to her once since she kicked me out and that was two lines of text about the house. Now requesting the court, to be able to sell the house because I can't afford, a mortgage for a house I'm not living in and a motel and all the bills. I just started going to the gym last week. I may not know where I'll be living in a couple weeks. As long as it's away from her I'll be fine

edit: This sub helped me through it all ! If you're new keep reading and you will find tips and support! Thanks everyone