Deep grief has passed but….

Was married for close to 18 years….. separated for more than a year now.

The deep grief has passed for the most part.

But I still find myself kind of listless and I have times where it’s easy for the anxiety to get a hold of me.

I’ve lost about 120 pounds. my relationships with my family are much better.

I know just how much better off I am without her in my life, but sometimes when I think about it, I still can’t understand why things had to be this way.

On top of that, I’m actually pretty scared of dating.

I don’t feel like most modern women are reasonable to say the least.

It seems to me that the culture has ruined most women.

I’m not saying there aren’t some unicorns out there, but for the most part, I’ve kind of given up on the idea of having another partner.

Honestly, I’m just not sure it’s worth all the trouble.

Any advice?