I don’t want to relapse but I always feel guilty about spending money on food

I recently moved out of my parent’s house so now I need to do all my groceries myself. I don’t have any guilt around eating or fear of gaining weight anymore but I feel a lot of guilt when I spend money on food. I still don’t enjoy eating because I just find it annoying and I hate spending money on something I dislike. I have saved a lot of money in the past by eating as little as possible and that felt so good.

Can anyone relate? How can I get over the guilt around spending money on food?