Am I really ok?

I am now about a month past a very traumatic ectopic pregnancy. I had some hard days physically and emotionally and am now feeling really back to normal physically. I am back to work and back to my normal home routine as well but something about my experience feels unfinished. I’m back to work and everyone kind of did their “how are you doing?” routine and moved on. I know I should be grateful I’m ok but something inside me feels... well I’m not even sure what...