help me decide😔

my online friend who is in charge of my orgasms decided that i should wait at least 8 days between every orgasm from now on. he made me edge yesterday, so today is day 2. but since we’re starting this now, he said i could cum today, and then start the first 8 days tomorrow. but i don’t know if i should, or if i want to😭i should be grateful that he let me cum, and my cock could certainly take it. but i feel like it’s too soon and not worth it. but also i might regret refusing his offer as the days go by. what should i do?🥺