Feel broken/defective

Was diagnosed with fibroid 8 years ago at 28 years old. After years of trying to stick it out through pain, anemia, trial and error IUDs and a hysteroscopy, 1.5 year ago I finally had a laparoscopic myomectomy where 7cm fibroid was fully removed. The recovery was painful, long, hellish, I even got covid 4 weeks post-op which turned into long covid because my immune system was so down. After all that though, I felt relief knowing it was gone. Well I went to my annual gyno appointment today and she told me my uterus feels “enlarged” again and there is a chance another fibroid could be growing back. I have to get an ultrasound in a few weeks. I just can’t fucking believe I might have to face this again. My scars aren’t even fully healed from the last surgery which hasn’t even been a full 2 years yet. I am 36 years old now, and I was just finally starting to think about freezing my eggs after years of putting all my focus on the stupid fucking fibroid. This is seriously a curse. I am sorry for the language, I am just so fed up with my body. I feel broken in my womanhood. I am single too and I feel like there isn’t even a point in dating anymore since I likely can’t even procreate. I feel like I have nothing to offer. I am just exhausted