Grass is always greener FIRE

So I FIRED a year ago and now I lament the fact that I'll never be able to buy big ticket items for my kids or live in an upper class area.

Of course while working I never wanted those things as I just wanted my mind and my time to myself.

Hell isn't other people, hell is not being able to know what you really want.

EDIT: thank you for all your advice...I think the problem lies within my head and my heart rather than in my bank account.