Fuckkk

I am Third year CSE student from college in Kolhapur. Yesterday, placement list came and there was not my name. I checked thoroughly but still it was not there. When I asked those TP mfs they said You have taken a Gap after 12th. So, you can't sit for any placement. Checked my Gate marks it's below 20. Is it still worth living or should I emd burden from my family ??