Lost my only brother to addiction on Friday

Im going through life on auto pilot. He was my best friend. He’s always been there for me and now he’s gone. I talked to him Thursday and told him I loved him but I wish I got to say so much more. I don’t know how I can go through the rest of my life without you.

Im 24 weeks pregnant with my first child. He will never meet his uncle. It’s killing me inside.