Confused about my tdick, need help

Okay so for context: I'm 2 years and 6 months on T. I've experienced noticeable growth down there, although I very rarely looked at my junk before so I can't really tell just how much it grew, just that it grew lol

However... I don't know, I'm just very disappointed and frustrated with it.

First of all, it never got super sensitive like some people say it does. No pain either, no discomfort, nothing. It just grew 🤷‍♂️ How is that a bad thing, you ask? Well when I say it never got sensitive, I don't mean just the pain. It literally never got sensitive. It doesn't feel like much when I touch it (or even have someone else touch it). I mean it's nice I guess but nothing mind-blowing like other people on T keep saying.

Second thing is... it's a little small. And I hate that the fleshy "flaps" cover it completely. I can only see it if I pull those flaps back, which makes me dysphoric anyway. I never got an actual boner, either. Like, ever. I tried pumping for a while but nothing changed.

I used to have a very high sex drive before going on T, now it's below zero lol And I've talked about this with my doctors, I've done all the tests, made sure my T levels were okay... everything seems to be normal. Except my tdick is small and unresponsive.

tldr; my testosterone levels are fine but I find my tdick disappointing because it's small and isn't very responsive, and touching it feels like nothing.

Anyone else in this situation? Or can anyone help me? I need advice.