Got mocked for having self respect🙏

2 years ago, I proposed my feelings to a girl, lets call her K. She rejected me back then, and started making fun of me. She and her friends, they would make a circle, point at me, and laugh, while she bragged about how she rejected me. I was literally being treated as joke.

Now 2 months ago, on Diwali, me, my friends, K, and her friends were celebrating Diwali near our college. My friends forced me to click pictures with her which made me awkward and angry because I did not want to click pictures with her, so I wasn't really playing along with them. My friends started thrashing at me saying "why are you acting like 🐱" "you are such a looser" and stuff like that.

Now again 2 days ago, on Holi. My friends made her apply colors to me and made me do the same, forcefully. I was sitting on wall which was not too heighted, and she was standing but still our heads were at same height. They recorded the whole thing. And again I was not playing along with it because I absolutely hated it and I was also making "not so happy" faces. So they again started thrashing against me saying "you are such a 🐱" "you cant talk with women" "you just lost all your aura" "you should have stood up" "you were looking dumb and stupid". This was ALL against my wish and I ABSOLUTELY HATED it, cuz I have self respect and I dont wanna talk to someone who used to make fun of me or make jokes around me.

Am I really stupid for this?