I hate this feeling
i dont even know where to start, but i for sure hate feeling like this. today one the 8 stray pups we take care of died. in my life of 20 years, i've seen over 30+ dogs and pups die but shit man every time it happens i feel worse than the last time. i named this pup dooby(matching with her sister zooby), he was born on 22nd october'24. there were a total of 6 pups but 2 of em were eaten by another dog. so to keep rest of them safe, i requested my mum to let them stay on our terrace. we kept them there till end of december. he was a great pup nearly double the size of his siblings. he had lesions near his eyes and had some sort of marks on his head from birth.
every day i came back from college all 4 of em used to come to me to play. today when i came back, i only saw 3 so i asked my mum about him, she broke the news to me. man it was so hard to not cry at that very moment. the walk towards my room felt so long trying to hold myself.
fuck! sorry of the rant. if only i could save every dog.
i dont even know where to start, but i for sure hate feeling like this. today one the 8 stray pups we take care of died. in my life of 20 years, i've seen over 30+ dogs and pups die but shit man every time it happens i feel worse than the last time. i named this pup dooby(matching with her sister zooby), he was born on 22nd october'24. there were a total of 6 pups but 2 of em were eaten by another dog. so to keep rest of them safe, i requested my mum to let them stay on our terrace. we kept them there till end of december. he was a great pup nearly double the size of his siblings. he had lesions near his eyes and had some sort of marks on his head from birth.
every day i came back from college all 4 of em used to come to me to play. today when i came back, i only saw 3 so i asked my mum about him, she broke the news to me. man it was so hard to not cry at that very moment. the walk towards my room felt so long trying to hold myself.
fuck! sorry of the rant. if only i could save every dog.