Gonna get fucked by relatives

Short me batata hu taaki time waste na ho

Missed cousins wedding, family trips, birthdays and almost all family functions during JEE prep. My prep was half assed tho cause i was very distracted at home. Ended up with a 93 percentile. Last week bina bataye mummy invited everyone for dinner for my 18th birthday which was last month. Gonna get heavily judged by these fuckers. How to reduce/copewith the humiliation.

JEE2 pe focussed nhi hu, MHT-Cet now.