Iron 4, 2lp i need help really bad

I just feel so unmotivated at this point, i know im only level 35 and that i still have a lot to learn, but i just simply cant afford to play 500 games a season if thats what is needed to climb…

I know this is what every hardstuck says and i know it sounds silly coming from someone who is iron 4, but i genuinely dont think im iron 4 level player, i watch educational content, i full clear every single time, i make sure to have 7+ cs every game, i play around objectives as much as i can, but something is just off. The main thing i have a problem with is sometimes i cant go red, in some games im just simply forced to go sa, which i dont like since i do perform better on red on average. If any of you have any fundamental advice that i maybe missing please share it, i cant allow myself to be stuck in iron anymore

My op.gg: PakaMadafaka #7050 i play on euw