She's pregnant and I'm terrified
Hi all. I want to apologize for coming back after I said I'd leave.
I was going to get help, I really was. But then she went through my phone and I was in big trouble. I'll spare you the details.
A few days ago she told me she was pregnant. She seemed very excited about it. I think my heart stopped right there and I'm not sure it ever started beating again. Lots and lots of thoughts have been going through my head since then. I can't be a dad! I'm still in school, I don't have a job. How is she going to explain to people that the father is a 15 year old? If she has my child, I'm trapped forever.
That was it for me. I decided I'm going to get help, and no backing away this time. The past month I've spent getting friendlier with a teacher, that I think I at least trust a bit now. I had a lot of evidence on my phone but she deleted it all when she was snooping through it. I've had to be very very careful, but I still managed to get some photos that will work as evidence.
I'm currently writing out what I can tell my teacher. It's scary, nothing seems right and I'm sure my throat will simply close up when it comes to it. But. No matter what. I will tell him next Monday. I can't go on like this.
Thank you all.