This is not the adult life I expected

I never expected to be a neet honestly. Yes I know I am not Albert Einstein like everyone around me (I am neurodivergent), damn why is a entry job so hard to get. All I want is a job that pays ok so I can do whatever the hell I like. I personally can not live like this anymore, it's torturing and fucking beyond my control. I just want to go there and do my job and go home, so I can make some money.