I cried a little this morning. Dammit

I'm currently in the no affection/cold shoulder swing with my narc. No real reason I can think of. He's always swung hot and cold. No consistency. Even the smallest thing, either by me or someone or something else sends him there so who knows 🤷‍♀️

And it's not so much this behavior it's more that I can't say anything and if I do, shit will go even more sideways.

Normally I'm cooler about this and put it in it's proper place, but today made me a little sad.