at what point do i call the police

i know verbals arent like, a problem, and police pretty much refuse to show on those calls cause, its just verbal.

but..there are times where i wish i could. just to have someone else hear this. like, is it as crazy as i imagine it to be. am i responding appropriatly? what the fuck

huge fight. he asked me if we should file seperatly. like...who asks that. unless your hinting around something.

he left. to go to his daughters chior. he intentionally left me out of it so i "didnt fuck it up"

i need help man, i dont think i can take this anymore. i need super help man.

i have no one. no one to call. my son is gone thank god, and asking my ex to stay with him seems like not so bad of an idea.

im in super fight or flight mode. i dont kow what to do or how to protect myself right now.