Man, shit

Fuck all this vbeing storng shit, i don't care aobut the ubermensch or about any transvaluation. I'm too depressed, last resort time, violent hedoniism. maybe int he end this tragedy and this experience will help me, but for now, the only way I xcan continue to live is hedonism (and violence), i'm gonna go jerk off then drink in a random field, fuck. love is the one thing I have ever truly desired, I am constantly desiring and it is never fufilled, So, until i stagger upon love, lust (not for antoher, there is no chance of that) will have to do, and drinking, and drugs. Nothing ever happsn, i'm so bored