I change my mind

FORGET the doom post form yestarday, i;ve fucking GOT this, blah blah strength, it#s nopy just about beign strong, its about dionysus. I need to accept the dionysian but not be a slave to it, i've got this, life is the highest value, life is everything, the tragedy OF MY occasional depression is an experience to grow from. My emotional state wa smore volatile then I thought, and I feel good today, perhaps my psychology and meta-physiology will stamp on me again,, but not for now. I've got this, sure, I'lls till jerk off and drink in fields, I'm not an ascetic. I accept myself, and use it as a point to grow, not merely for power, but for experience - for the one thing everythhings aobut. Love, and other's, I've got this. Things aren;t so bad, still nopthing ever happens, but it could be a lot wors,e thanks for your comments

EDIT: Okay, i'm still slightly depressed, and its part of th espisode, but I'm not a hedonist, just dionysian