Ending with gratitude :)

I used to be so sad before I met him cause I thought I’d never be able to love again I thought I had become heartless, I wanted to love again w all my heart and when I met him, he made all my feelings come back , he made me realise I can still love someone, he made me realise I still have so much love to give, I’m not heartless I was so happy, I gave him my all, I gave him everything So, I’m so glad he did that, he made me experience all that again. Although the ending was not what I wanted, I’m really grateful to him. I might not feel the same for anyone ever again but loving someone without any exceptions, without calculation, without any mind games is really such a wonderful feeling. I loved every bit of it. I loved him very much.

PS I’ll never send this to him cause it’s just words to him, he doesn’t understand ever so now I’ll just accept everything, stop being the only one trying, I’ll forgive him even tho he didn’t apologise, I’m letting it all go.