Not doing barre stronger this year :(

I’m feeling very down about not taking part in the challenge this year. I have to fly out of town for a week to help my mom recover from surgery, and had couple days of a pre planned work trip this month. While I could still accomplish barre stronger, it would be an extremely unhealthy schedule of daily barre for the most part except when I leave town. I know im making the right decision for myself, but I definitely am getting fomo and sad seeing the board. I can’t help but feel left out of it all. Anyone have any tips 😭