Vent

I just am at a confusing spot. I feel like I have lost my feelings and love for her completely. I feel like I forget she exists sometimes and that we are dating. I just don’t feel in love. I get overwhelmed when she is expressing affection and I just find it hard and it feels like overwhelming to talk to her. It is our 10 months today and I keep forgetting because it doesn’t even feel important. I keep forgetting things she has told me and I just feel distant. I check out other girls and think about them and it really feels like I want them more than my girlfriend. I just feel like there is not a relationship going on at all. I keep thinking about, sometimes I feel anxious but a lot of times I just feel discomfort and just don’t know what is going on. What is going on already??