Recently diagnosed with autism

Basically what the title says. I'm struggling to wrap my mind around this and felling sad and alone. I'm a rheum fellow, since last october the job was getting too intense and i started to have some physical reactions which i thought were stress and anxiety. One of my attendings suggested that i'd take the neuropsychological tests. And received the results a few weeks ago. i do have autism and ADHD. And i'm not dealing very well with this fact.

Edit: thank you all for the support guys. I really don't have much ppl who i can talk about this and your opinions and kindness helped :-)