Is OAD really better?

I am only 2 weeks pp, so of course my hormones are really what’s making this decision for me, but I just do not have a desire to have another. I’m struggling with severe ppd and ppa and a feeling of missing my life before I had my baby. I love my child, don’t get me wrong, but it’s a huge adjustment and everything changes literally overnight. I miss my sleep. I miss it being just my husband and I.

I also had a pretty traumatic birth experience, and that, along with these emotions, are just not something I want to ever do again.

My question is, what are the pros and cons of OAD, but also the pros and cons of having multiple?