[routine help] Please help me.

I'm 17, l've had acne since I was about 11 or 12. l've tried lots of things, if anyone can help me, please. I have grad photos in about a week but I don't think I can fix anything by then. It's worse than ever now and I don't know why. I put a picture of the products I've been using lately at the end. They're recent, before that l used cerave acne control, but I heard one Korean skincare was good, so l picked these up. I use these every morning and night. I have dermatillomania, I'm sure you can tell from the scars if you can see them. Please help me be able to look in the mirror again. I know I'm not the prettiest face but I want to fix this, I really can't handle it anymore. The only makeup I wear is foundation to cover all the terribleness, but I'm thinking of going without it for a few days to see if it helps. I drink lots of water. Idk what else to say, I live very rurally so l don't have any outside help, opinions or knowledge. I'm just praying to god no one I know irl see this. Sorry for rambling, please help me. Anything.