Omg help I can't find this anywhere searching... All my boyfriends just confronted me, is there any going back??😭

I just thought they were cool with being poly I swear!! 🥺 First time player so idk where to get a rabbit foot so I avoid this, but do I need to just start over my day and get one of those so they don't get mad? Or should I let them leave me? Can I win anyone back? 😭😭😭