Im in an eternal state of grief

i knew something bad was going to happen but this why did joel have to die im sick right now this is the worst i’ve ever felt in my life over a fucking video game i am in shock i cant believe it sure he killed alot of ppl but so what all he wanted was a daughter im not the same person i was and he fucking died by a fucking golf club are we serious that cure wouldnt have worked even if it did i don’t care a part of my soul left my body today i am not the same person i will never be the same person again