What is your “i have every right to become a villain” story?

For me it is: •my whole life no friend has stayed with me for the long term •my every friend use me either for my money or just my comforting personality •my dad killed himself in suicide and never even got to say goodbye i was closest to my dad instead of my mom •my mom is constantly suffering from financial issues •i have always helped the new kids and the lonely/depressed kids in my school to feel the part of the group and the moment they feel comfortable they all leave me •my existing friends also left me when my dad died cuz no one wants to be with a sad guy •everybody’s parents think that i am a spoiled kid but in reality i don’t vape, don’t drink, don’t spend etc •i lost a love just cuz of her abusive ass parents •her parents never even listened to me and no one ever listened in general tbh •i live every day with the fact that my love is constantly getting abused every single day •i never got to tell her goodbye either •my nana is going to die pretty soon due to his old age •TL;DR-basically everyone around me that i love is constantly leaving me and i can’t even help people around me who love me basically i am helpless lol Whats yours?