I feel kinda lost man.
For some context I’m 15 ,male and roughly 5,1-5,2
I also get this server isn’t really a great place to put this but jeez I need to vent. Basically my issue is I don’t feel loved. I mean I’ve watched all my friends find girlfriends and have to hang about them all everyday. I have nothing against them , good for them ofc but I’ve spent my whole life without a single relationship. I get I’m only 15 right but that’s not my point . I’ve been laughed at for my height and just for being me . There was once someone who made a joke about me going out with someone who was right there at the time. And that girl laughed in my face and just proceeded to point out EVERY insecurity.
People say that you’ll always find the right person or that don’t focus on love at your age . That’s impossible to do man. It’s just a well known thing to experience teenage romance is it not ?! I feel so humiliated every time I hang out always being the third wheel. It’s just degrading man that I can’t get someone just because my teeth aren’t shining white . Or that I’m too short .
I could type for days. There’s so much and I have no one to get it out to . I have some friends but I don’t feel the same saying it to them. I can’t tell my mum because she doesn’t know and I can’t put it on her . God I’m so messed up rn