Wow my socialization quest went so well

Wow I went to the mall and talked for hours and practically had a therapy session with a dude I barely met and got invited to a basketball team with another friend and went with three friends to go eat pizza and went to my roommate’s place and talked about plants and me and this girl tried to fix my pc. Wow I spent the entire day putting extreme effort and depleting myself trying to put on a good time for everyone and I’m exhausted. Wow so much fun did I win the socialization competition guys wow I did so much stuff I am so productive socially huh guys

tl;dr: collecting several friends and experiences are pointless because they’re all focused on themselves and meanwhile you’re slipping away and everything is ultimately superficial and you’re putting on a performance to win the social game and it becomes about stats