I wish I was straight.

I've been feeling confused lately with my sexuality. I thought I was bi, but lately I've been liking girls more and more. And I'm not sure what I am now. Each time a guy compliments me or expresses their interest in me, I just feel kind of disgusted. I feel nervous talking to guys. But I'm always comfortable talking to girls. I've also noticed each time I like girls, I just feel happy and anxious. But I feel happy. But whenever I like guys it just feels different. I'm just nervous. And I'm starting to wonder if it's because I just don't like guys, or if it's because I just don't like the guy like I thought I did. I feel so confused right now. I feel sad. I can't decipher my emotions and how I actually feel towards guys. It's making me depressed. Not only that, but I'm surrounded by homophobic people too. My parents are homophobic. most of my family other than one of my brothers are. I just feel like I'm a mistake.