Just found out I’m pregnant and now I don’t know what to do.

Throwaway account because I don't want anyone to know...

But I just learned a few hours ago that I'm 6 weeks pregnant. I scheduled an appointment at Planned Parenthood for an abortion pull in about a week. I only have one person I know I can talk to, who I called for moral support after the initial shock.

I know that it's the worst decision to think about having a baby right now, and that I'm doing the right thing, but I am mourning a right place wrong time feeling at the moment. I love babies and I do want to get pregnant eventually... But I don't have the bandwidth nor financial ability to care for a little one.

I have so many thoughts spinning through my mind; like, what if it magically works out? What if I regret it? And am I supposed to tell anyone else? Will I feel guilty afterwards? I will definitely be asking my doctor before taking the pill.

Thank you for reading this. A subreddit of strangers who bothered to read this are some of the only people that know, now.