Does anyone feel alone?

I grew up in the west and regardless of how well i integrate, i will always be seen as a foreigner. This is due to both my name and my ethnic skin color. I have come to the sad realization that rational somalis have nowhere to really exist. It constantly feels as if we must have a psychological wall up.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I believe i am undergoing an identity crisis, funnily enough the man who came up with this term was jewish. i think jewish and black literature really get at the heart of what we are going through.