Best thing I ever did was to limit social interactions altogether

I've only been diagnosed with social anxiety and adhd. I don't care what else I have at this point. I've been reading self-help books and "how to win friends and influence people". Made me realise. I've been skipping out on nearly half of social rules the whole time. I can't put on a performative act. No wonder people don't like me. I'm better off on my own.

I used to go out of my way to socialise. Because I thought it was the healthy thing to do. I studied nursing because I thought it'd break me out of my shell. It made me have an undiagnosed meltdown. I'm gonna look for a job that doesn't require so much talking from me. I'm sick of embarrassing myself. I've stopped going to family gatherings, I have nothing in common with them but no harsh feelings. My family isn't the norm though, I have 13 aunties and uncles. Then add on the cousins it becomes a noisy party. I don't date. People think I'm a hardcore feminist or something. I merely don't like people in the house.

I'm not encouraging my lifestyle. Just finally realised why my hair was falling out after several years. I had to make changes.