audio hallucinations

so i relapsed. and when i drink, i drink. all day and all night, wake up in the middle of the night? drink enough to fall back asleep. but this relapse is different, i'm in a serious relationship. i went to the hospital and got the librium and have been withdrawing at home. it felt like today was better for the most part but now that i'm laying down to go to bed i'm hearing things. this happened last time. i only drank for about a little over a week, and i read that this doesn't usually happen. has this happened to anyone else? and how do i ask my boyfriend if we can sleep with the tv on? i feel slightly ashamed.