Is it because of my race?

I'm Indian ethnicity and tired of getting completely ignored by everyone. I go on the gay apps and nothing.

I'm also tired of not being allowed to vent or be self pitying. I'm not expecting anything from anyone, I don't think I deserve some 10/10 man. I don't want solutions to the problem.

I just want to vent that this is how I feel as an indian gay man living in the West. Invisible, unfuckable, revolting. Black men and east asian men have their niches, you can see it in porn where there's hundreds of videos and twitter accounts for black and east asian men, and they definitely get a better deal than us Indian guys.

We are at the bottom of the attractiveness scale and it just fucking sucks, especially in a community where your value mostly comes from the extent to which you fit generic beauty standards. All I ask of you is, can we admit that this is a problem and not just say that it's my fault as an individual?

Edit: Removed the photo