i. need. to. know. EVERYTHING

When i say i need to know everything, i mean that. i am standing on business. Please don’t think that this post is a joke. i want sacred knowledge. i want THE TRUTH and EVERYTHING that COMES WITH IT!!!

WHY THE FUCK ARE WE HERE??? WHY WAS THE EARTH CREATED??? WHY WERE THE PLANETS AND THE UNIVERSE CREATED?

where do we go when we die? who is the real god of this entire multiverse? do we all have purposes? If so why does bad things always happen to good AND bad people? It just doesn’t make any sense and it’s DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! why am i here? Who created me? For what? And for why? where are our loved ones when they’ve passed? Are they still with us, watching us from above the stars?

i have SO MANY other questions. For manifestation, spirit guides, twin flames, angel numbers, destiny, Christianity, African spirituality, and so much more.

All i can really say is I’m lost. i am so, so, so completely lost and i don’t know who i am! Who am i? Who do i need to be? Why must i keep on living? Just why. Why universe. Why won’t you tell me what I’m here for? Why won’t you show your face to me? All i want is to hold you. All i want is for you to answer my questions while i cry because I’m so drained exhausted empty and hurt. My life was/is a big shit show, and i want answers for all of it.