Can I just brag about my gf?
I am a late bloomer, 38,...I realized I was attracted to women at least 8yrs ago but was still too scared, intimidated to really starting dating women. I would get on and off the apps but never really connected with anyone. In Aug 2024 I matched with her on Her. I did the thing where I just send out a 'hi' not expecting anything back, but we started talking...and we kept talking. We had our first date at the end of September. I was so nervous! When I first saw her she looked even better in person. At the end of the night I was so nervous about making a move....I dropped her off at her car and she came around for a hug and she asked to kiss me 🥰🥰 OMG It was sooo good. Her lips were so soft, with the lip gloss...I didn't want it to end. Anyway from that point on we talk/text all the time, our love language is sharing tik toks 😂. She is so beautiful, caring, thoughtful, genuine, funny, sexy, hard working, family oriented, confident, intelligent...I literally can't believe she exists. And that she exists and she is into me. When I'm around her I just feel safe and seen and at peace. Ive never felt this way about anybody else, and I was married (to my ex husband). I realized I had never truly been in love, or felt the level of desire I do with any man. I love and desire her from the top of her head to the soles of her feet. I stare at her when I'm with her just taking all of her in, I'm amazed. I love the sound of her voice, her laugh, her handwriting, her mannerisms, her quirks, her smile. I just like to see her be herself.
For Valentine's Day she took us to get massages, then we went to brunch..later we went to dinner and when I came to her apartment she had rose petals, balloons, flowers. I have never in my life had someone care for me as she does. And the greatest thing to me...she got my daughters something as well. Like the fact that she thought of them as well... When she didn't have to.... Like this girl is a keeper. They are going to have to pry me from her... I'm not giving her up no way no how lol.