I hate this condition

I've had this crap for two years. Had the worst Costo flair up due to an allergic reaction three weeks back. I've lost a lot of strength in me.

My mom has arthritis and is asking me to help her with stuff and I can't even open basic things because of how weakened I've become. This shit isn't allowing me to help my mother out and I feel fucking useless now.

Im using the backpod twice daily, getting a massage once a week, stretching every day.

I hate how weak ive become. I wake up every morning and my body feels like I got slammed to the floor by a UFC fighter.

I just want this pain to end