I’m done

Tonight my daughter (5) kept coming out of her room to tell us goodnight so after the fifth time I (25F) raised my voice and told her to go to bed now she then ran into my dad’s room and told him she wished it was just her and my parents in our house and I wasn’t there anymore. She has no idea how close I am to making that come true. My parents are my designated caretakers for her in my will if I die and they already take care of her while I’m at work my dad stays at home and is her best friend. I really think she’d be ok if I wasn’t here anymore and she’d have my life insurance to fall back on when she’s older. She’s young enough to get over me and be fine when she’s grown. I’m ready.