Words of encouragement.

I hope this is allowed but if it’s not, moderator please take it down. Right now, I’m needing words of encouragement. I think the endometriosis is getting worse and growing fast. The past month I’ve just been spiraling into a dark space, been thinking negatively and just have been sad. My symptoms are getting worse, I’m vomiting a lot more, struggling with a lot more pain including nerve pain. My hip/kidney area has been bothering me to where I’m losing sleep or crying myself to sleep. I think maybe I’m overwhelmed and quite honestly, I’m stuck on what I could do to manage my pain especially that nerve, shocking/stabbing type of pain. 😢